Journal

5:40 A.M. | December 11, 2025

i got evil and wrote the 2doc porn >:] here it is it's a little under 2k words

2:03 A.M. | December 11, 2025

been working on some fanfic for the first time in a while :] its been ages since i've written anything and man did i forget how hard it is. the words are so perfect in my head and then i write them down and its like what the fuck was i cooking you know? lol

yes its gorillaz by the way. im ill.

this ones a multi chapter thing and its frustrating me rn so maybe i'll take a break with some 2doc horror porn. a friend told me im good at horror porn before. which is an odd compliment in isolation but it makes me happy :]

2:28 A.M. | December 10, 2025

i added more stamps to my home page!! i made them myself cuz i didnt feel like looking for more. besides then i can pick whatever gifs i want instead of just what other people happen to have already made!

yes its more 2D. i like him a normal amount <3

6:32 A.M. | December 8, 2025

oh goodness gracious im so glad the week is over. i only work three days and it still BEATS MY ASS!!! dont get a job at amazon folks.

in better news i put stamps on the home page!! i wanna have fun and stuff and decorate my webbed site with all the things i like even if its a little cringe cuz its my thang i made!!! i made this webbed site!!!! with a template but still!!!!!!

its just 2D for now cuz i didnt feel like looking for a whole bunch of stamps right now but maybe someday there will be so many it takes years to load :] yaaay <3

4:34 P.M. | December 3, 2025

just woke up :]

you ever think about how weird people are about porn sites and furries and stuff? like its 2025, get over it. so what if people look at porn. so what if people wear fursuits. so what if people look at furry porn even?? have you not moved past 2012? most furries dont even post porn like sometimes people just like drawing silly animals with neon green fur. have some joy and whimsy!!

honestly just learn to curate your online eperience. block tags, block accounts, mute words, do whatever you need to avoid seeing things you don't like. hell i block tumblr blogs that make a single post i dont like. blocking isn't personal and never will be <3

10:22 A.M. | November 29, 2025

stayed up too late playing stardew valley and then immediately remembered ive been neglecting the whole journal page i made. whoops!

finally decided to step away from social media fully for a while! ive still been checking tumblr every so often but im gonna work on not doing that. i also muted my friend's server cuz as much as i love talking to my friends its stressing me out. for some reason. to have friends. i love being mentally ill!!! haha.

thanksgiving was alright. the food was pretty good but i hate hanging out with my family. at least my sister and nephews didnt come over i wouldve been so overstimulated. anyway going to bed now!

9:04 A.M. | November 22, 2025

staying up too late again BUT I WAS PLAYING FLIGHT RISING so its okayyy (it is NOT)

i finished a couple dragon projects i've been working on!! finally making some noticeable progress on my massive collection of blue/brown/blue range G1s. if you know what that means you're a nerd like me <3 uhh anyway here's a link to my profile in case you wanna check out my lair!! please do i spend so much time on that game and my dragons

8:46 A.M. | November 21, 2025

first journal entry! is this a blog? idk journal sounds cuter so that stays.

currently staying up waaaaaay too late cuz i got all existential or whatever. and then i got dysphoric. and then i got weird about my art. and now i'm journalling. probably gonna go to bed in a bit though! because holy FUCK i have work tomorrow i should not be awake right now i need my rest. my eyes hurt. maybe i'm normal enough to sleep now who knows!!! god i hope so. im tired :[

also i work night shift so thats. why im going to bed at 9 am. i wake up at 4 pm i should be ASLEEP RIGHT NOW